Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo.
Monday, January 15, 2007>
i saw your face in a crowded place but i dont know what to do. cause i'll never be with you.
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11:27 AM
Monday, January 08, 2007>
at the end of the day it makes no difference what i say. we both know that you’ll always get your way.
is there a hole in your head? did you not here what i just said? no matter what you will always get your way.
at the end of the day i lack the will to escape, is there something in your mind that makes it so hard to be kind? we both know i’ve nothing left to give.
the highs the lows the too’s and fro’s. you’ll come and go, but never know that this absurd four letter word means nothing. i roam the streets in pouring rain, the alcohol won’t ease the pain. the image in the mirror frame is breaking.
i know i’m strange, i know i’ve changed i’m being brave for no ones sake. i’ve got two legs so i can run away. dull or floored i’m insecure.
it’s clear to me that we’ve grown forward. i‘ve got no faith in friendship anymore. it makes me dumb, it makes me shake. my sense of feel has gone away. as if your take will knock me out of shape.
i’m uninspired and full of doubt but these grey days might sort me out and put some colour back into my world.
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10:17 AM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006>
oooh what a night. went to mos. headed to home club after that. met a few drunk bastards. saw paul twohill. fucking cool dude. he joined our table, talked shit and sang songs. and then jaci got wasted. sent her home. and i gotta work in like 5 hours. YAWN.
no one will ever make me feel the way you do.
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1:16 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006>
Well youre the closest thing I have To bring up in a conversation About a love that didnt last But I could never call you mine
Cause I could never call myself yours And if we were really meant to be Well then we justify destiny Its not that our love died Just never really bloomed
I cant move on from the past Without lifting a finger youre holding me back. And then we saw our paths diverge And I guess I felt OK about it.
Until you got with another man, And then I couldnt understand Why it bothered me so. How we didnt die,we just never had a chance to grow.
Without lifting a finger youre holding me back. And it might not make much sense To you or any of my friends Though somehow still you affect the things I do.
And you cant lose what you never had I dont understand why I feel sad Every time I see you out with someone new.
Well I cant let go No,I cant let go of you Youre holding me back without even trying to. I cant let go. never ever.
its all i feel now. i've got no point to blog anymore. it'll just be the same everyday till you're back in my arms again.
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8:26 AM
Monday, December 11, 2006>
what do you do when you're over 17 and you find out your life has no meaning?
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9:03 AM
Sunday, December 03, 2006>
birthday was a 'blast' at zouk with the leftfoot guys. heineken,ak47s, martell, henessy,vodka, you name it. all down my throat. i got fucking drunk wasted hangover-ed and boss sent me home. come to think of it, i got so fuckin drunk some hot chick was talking to me and i replied in unglam fashion. she asked me for my name and i just laughed. unexpected people gave me birthday wishes, those i expected, they never came. who cares anyway, why was i ever born.
my lifes gone down. nothing will be right again.
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6:54 AM
Monday, November 27, 2006>
i hate my life. prom was a screw up. everythings in a mess. i'm confused. my life's thrashed and scattered. fuck everything.
